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it's been forever since i've actually been on xanga. yeah. COOL. so friday was my birthday. and i have to wait till the end of july to actually drive. which, pretty much sucks. i have people to do and see. ya know. k. haha. i hung out with an asshole last night. he rejected my hug. and didn't understand why i was being a bitch. i mean, how would you feel if your eyes were burning and could barely see? i've got a lot of things to do this month. shiiiit. i've got a dental app. next week. app with another doctor about the fact that i might have exema. then another app with an eye doctor. and yet anotherrr app with a doctor about my headaches. and then i have a tutor thing about the ACT on monday.. then the ACT on saturday. and drivers ed the following week. go to alabama then to knoxville to meet my mom then to ohio to spend a week with her. yeah then back to knoxville then home.. then i have no plans ahah. shit. k i've got no more. |
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is girls night in over jessica valentine's house. bwhaha. it'll be great. me and my 5 favorite girls. woo. excited. so i have a video from saturday that jessica felt like taking. it's like a minute long.
& don't ask me what i'm babbling about in the beginning. because i have no clue who i was talking to. and i also have a photo. & it's quite sad. me and jessica are the chubby cheeks crew d00d.

http://www.youtube.com/p.swf?video_id=2IsNIxoWrqo&e
that's the video.
we're cool. |
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| so i had a bad day afterall. haha. actually. it's not surprising. i chose to go to the show tonight. because june and allister are playing. i'll probably only hang out with leah and the girls and maybe chris. he's lovely. and randy jsut said he wanted me? wow. this is odd. oh silly boys.
you don't know what you're getting yourself into.
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| so, yesterday. bwhahah. umm. usually i get ready and just go with whatever is being thrown. last night adam called wanting to come over but i was more wanting to go to the mall. so we went. & it was fun. we played hide and seek. i won. or i should've. haha. umm. and jake called yesterday before i left saying " so you want to hang out tomorrowwww?" i got happy because i do want to. he sounded so cute. smilesmilesmile. today i woke up. watched 8th & Ocean because i missed it this week. & it was indeed fabulous. oh yes. and i'm hoping to hang out with jake later. and take cute photos. nothing could be better. foreal niglet. i found out i can make anyone like me in less than two hours of straight talking. ha. i have complete dominance over kids. well. new pics. these are from when skylar, mason, & ben randomly showed up at my house. and we were all like standing around mason's car. skylar took out his camera. and. i was like d00d no booby shots. so i was trying to cover myself. i only liked 2 of the 4 photos. well.. 3. but i haven't finished with the other one. i'll put that up in a bit. but i must take a shower... ANYWAY. these are cool.


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i shut up for a while. idk why. so tuesday was my mom's and eph's birthday. mom told me she woulcn't be able to make it down here this time. that's not so surprising. whatever. last night.. fuckkkk. was so great. i have the best friends i could ever possibly ask for. leah, i love her. i can be my ADD self around her. she has to remind me of what topic i was on 10 minutes ago wehn i interrupted myself about.. 230948 times. haha. wow. she's amazing. and bee, i adore her. when bee's around with me and leah. somehow, we turn lesbian for the night. grabbing each others asses and tig ol bitties. ha. if only i can be that way around everyone. there's this one person who shall remain anonymous. but. idk. i feel like i have to prove myself to them. i'm never like that. when i'm around them i feel like.. if i say something stupid.. i'll be thought of as a retard or something. it's possibly because i fancy that person. and idk. i'm a silly girl. this is never going away. it would be easier one on one. mmm. blah. i'm out of it today. and. copeland.. cartel.. the starting line... ohh damn baby. still running through my head. |
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